Five days after finishing uni break and I’m already confused with what to do when I get home. 

I’m trying really hard to be positive right now but I’m starting to feel so abandoned by my best friends. If they’re all settling down at 23 what is it going to be like when we’re older? I’m sick of feeling like the irresponsible friend because I like to go out all night and meet people.

I’m so aware of this ticking clock and time running out. I’d like to have my shit together by the time I’m 30. Career. Well traveled. Partner. Property or at least savings. I feel like everyone else is growing up around me and I still feel like I’m 17 - without the angst and bad fashion.